Mysterious Note

Found this taped to my door.

Anyone thinking it's from the person I'm thinking it's from?

Just woke up. After sleeping for... maybe an hour. God... All of this is really starting to get to me. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I barely leave the house anymore. The only company I have is Isaac, and even he's not all that right in the head, though I'm pretty sure it's not because of "Slender Man". There's gotta be something I can do to end this. Someone that can help me in this. Somewhere I can go to escape. Some way to feel sane again. The one thing I had that reassured me was thetreeswatch, no matter how crazy that seems. It was comforting knowing that someone out there at least had some knowledge of what's going on. And now he just seems to have disappeared as mysteriously as he appeared. I'm starting to get scared. More scared than I was before. More scared than I ever have been. I guess it's the reality of all this finally hitting me...

To add on to it, I still can't figure out what caused my breakdown a couple days ago. I'm feeling fine, despite being increasingly tired, and I haven't blacked out like that since, or even before that. This is just getting to be too much...

Screw it. I'm done with trying to get my scanner to work. I translated the legend as best I could and typed it out, so here it is.

"In the beginning, there was Void. From Void begot the Light to fill the Empty Nothing of the Void. Where the glorious, warm Light did not, or could not, shine, those of Darkness reigned with cold, hard terror. There was Balance. Joy and Life existed alongside Suffering and miserable Death. There was Peace. There was War. There was Balance.

The Pain grew great. Life drains and fades into Death, but Death remains forever. The Darkness grew, without expansion or hostility. The Darkness grew great with Pain and Misery, with Death and Suffering, and there was Balance, even while the Darkness grew."

I'm going to ask Isaac to let me see the other pages of the legend, so you guys can see read it in its entirety.

For those who were wondering where Isaac was while I had my... episode, he tells me he was out on one of his walks in the forest. Apparently I was asleep when he got home and he didn't notice anything strange.

Other than that, nothing new to report. I didn't end up getting any sleep earlier, since I wanted to get the legend up as soon as possible, so I think I'll try to get some sleep now. The combination of stress, paranoia, and lack of sleep is probably what's getting to me.

Just woke up. My head feels like I drank a liter of tequila and hit my head against a wall all night. I don't know what happened last night. Last thing I remember is seeing a shadow dart passed my window. I'm going to get some sleep. Scanner seems to be broken, so I'll have to try to fix it when I wake up.

If anyone feels like emailing me, I finally got around to setting up an alternate email for this. alwayslookback@hotmail.com I'd be happy to answer any questions as best I can.

Had a rough night. Cashed in maybe... two hours of sleep, total. And I had constant nightmares when I did sleep. This is getting to be too much for me. I feel like I'm starting to lose grip on everything completely. I'm so stressed from everything else on top of this. I'm thinking about taking a break from school, and my job... Well, I'm gonna have to keep doing that.

In lighter news, I should have the legend up later today. Just finishing it up and leaving for school. Will post it when I get back.

Be careful everyone, and always look back.

Just a quick update tonight. Nothing's been going on lately. It's been pretty quiet since New Years. Thought I saw him a few times, but they were just shadows or tree branches. Trying to keep cool as much as possible.

I'm not going to be able to scan the legend as easily as I thought. The paper seems to be more brittle than I thought it was, so I'm going to be copying down everything that's on it, with the possibility of also translating it as best I can while I do so. I'd expect it to be done in... one or two days. There's a lot on it and I'm busy with other obligations, so bear with me for now.

I'm going to try to get some sleep, though I don't see it happening. I've been feeling kind of weird lately. Hearing and seeing things. It's probably my imagination going crazy from all the stress.

Night guys, and remember, always look back.

I asked Isaac to take me on one of his walks yesterday. I wasn't expecting him to take me, but to my surprise, he did. It's funny what paranoia makes you think. I always thought he went into the middle of the forest to worship some sort of demon king. Instead, he just goes to this clearing in the forest to think. Though, he might have just been doing this to lead me into thinking he's a normal guy. But I guess I'll never know for sure. Anyways, me and Isaac had another talk about Slender Man last night. Nothing too new. More like a review than anything. That's not the important thing.

We saw a man in a white suit walking through the forest last night. He greatly resembled the entity I've been seeing lately. I tried to get a picture, but my camera and my phone stopped working. Isaac and I stood there watching him for maybe a few minutes before he disappeared into the trees. We figured it'd be a bad idea to go after him, seeing how we know so little about what's going on.

After standing in silence for a few minutes after the man disappeared, we headed back to the house, not a word said until we got there. I figured then would be a better time than any to tell Isaac about what had been going on. I told him that Slender Man has been following me for a little over a month now. I showed him the blog. He didn't act totally surprised. I don't know if he knew or not, but he said he'd at least like to get involved in it, so he's going to be using his Twitter to help us out a bit. http://twitter.com/Isaac_Sumizone I'd suggest taking a look at it every now and then. He might have more to add than I do in these blog posts.

So far I haven't found any information on this man in white. The biggest lead I have right now is the legend. Now seems like a good time to scan that and put it up.